what a shame.
and to think about it, i just want you to stop bothering me.
1st. to answer your q's. i told you i dont hate someone easily. but when i cannot stand it anymore, this is what happen. i told you i dont like the "big brother act" like you always did. n still you do it. i just dont like it. and as far as i'm concerned, people have rights to like or unlike anything. but no right to ask people to think the same. there's a difference.
and when people keep doing things that i dont like, that sparks rage and hatred. because the cliches were damn annoying. honestly.
its not you. its me. you are just one of the other same person who i TRIED to be patience with, but i cannot anymore.
2nd. i hate those moral talk as if i don't know them. e.g "tattoo tu haram". come on. writing an article about entry makes you think i'm gonna do it? stop making yourself look like that. u are much better than that.
3rd. "tak penah halang kawan dengan sesiape". oh please. i still remember those talk at the food court down there. "jangan> kalau nak kawan pun jangan dengan orang macam tuh. ikut pengalaman, bla3... . .". n still denying?
4th. to talk bad about you? honestly there's a lot more things i want to talk with my friends than about you. ask anyone. did i ever said anything bad about you? otoh, i talked many good things about you to my family and friends. only the good ones. and still?
yet you ask why i hate you.
5th. this platform was made solely as a medium for me to express my feeling. did i mention your name? quote me if i did. see? it was normal before you get in. isnt that obvious? and when you decided to spam my comment box(which were usually empty), i'll reply back. just so you get what you want. as a matter of fact, i considered shutting it promptly when i first saw your comments.
6th. "tuhan pun tak redha kat ko". leave that to Him, the Most Merciful. since when He send u messages telling you so? if it were your redha, it makes sense. but remember, this is not the first time you want to berbaik-baik and making promises that seems to be broken everytime. n i lost count of the time i gave chances. so is it solely about your redha only but still?
7th. you kept spamming my fb wall and when people ask, you get mad. did the fb creator invented it for the communication between 2 person privately? ironically it was invented as a public social network. public. enough said.
8th. i know u are an expert in religious matter. but i'll ask people i trusted about these things, who knows better. wether people have the right or not to ask back for things that has been given. save it. i myself would not want to keep them. but i'll rather save the fuss of returning them. its a lot of works and most probably i will not be here anymore by that time.
9th. i've learned to not ask for deeds from people who have the potential to finally ask back for them.
10th. as usual, i apologize for all the fuss, the trouble and the time, money and energy wasted. believe me, i'm tired. and as usual. i ask for the "halal"-ness for everything. to give or not to give, its up to u. i cannot force, neither can i do anything to change your mind.
that's it. 10 things i want you to be clear about.
i do have lots of things to be taken care about now. i learned that its a waste talking without achieving the objective. and its tiring.
i tried to make this plain and simple, just to make sure you understand.
p/s. what a mood killer.
15 tangan menaip komen:
i have stopped spamming your fb wall since you blocked me from writing on your wall n that was like since last year. n you still want to blame me for that. that's irrelevant.
comment 'tattoo tu haram'. that was saje2. do u expect me to b serious all the time ? change your mind setting lah..
do you realise that i have changed a bit since early this year ? i dont message you often n i give u freedom to do what u want to do.
aku betul2 nak baek2 dgn kau. tp kalau kau dah taknak, tolonglah pulangkn bende2 yg aku bg kat kau . aku bg tempat n mase.
kalau dah benci aku sgt, paham2 je lah. tak payah aku nak bgtau kau bnyk kali. siap kan sume bende yg aku mintak tu, bubuh dlm satu kotak. nnti aku nak ambik.
even kalau aku halang skali pun kau nak kwn ngan sape2, kau ttp buat cara kau. n pade dasarnye ape yg aku kate tak penah pun kau ikut, n kau tak boleh la nak keep salahkn aku. n tu je satu kali aku ckp mcm tu, lepas tu takde kan ? n kau still nak salahkn aku. stop la mengunkit mase lalu. aku sekarang dah lain la. kau nak kwn dgn sape kwnlah. penjenayah ke, pembunuh ke, perogol ke, kwn je lah. aku malas dah nak bg nasihat lg.
aku pun manusia biase mcm org lain. kalau org menyalahkn aku tak tentu pasal, mencarut kat aku, menyakitkan hati aku, aku akan rase marah.
kalau kau dah tak boleh nak pecaye aku lg n dah benci aku, so pulangkanlah bende2 tu sume. kalau kau nak hidup kau tu diredhai tuhan. 24-25 jun aku nak ambik.
pulangkan balek sbb kau tak berhak ke atas sume bende tu. jgn buat2 tak paham n bg alasan mcm2. org yg suke mencarut kat aku tak berhak dpt bende2 tu sume. sape yg ajar kau suruh mncarut dekat org yg bg kau makan ? ingat kawan kau pun makan duit aku la..
24-25 may aku nak ambik
senang je kau mintak maap stelah ape yg kau buat kat aku. kau tau tak betape saketnye hati aku bile kau ckp aku bodoh, bile kau mencarut kat aku, bil kau malukan aku kat fesbuk. sampai kiamat pun kau tak bole nak bayar. ni cume sikit je yg aku mintak balek.
kalau kwn kau tak menyibuk, tentu tak jd mcm ni. kau n kwn kau same kejam. lepas kau pulang bende yg aku nak, berambuslah kau dari melake sbb aku taknak terserempak dgn kau pulak. pegilah kau jauh2.
disebabkn pompuan yg baru kau kenal, kau saketkn hati aku, kau backup pompuan tu habis2an.kau ni lemah sgt dgn pompuan. ubahlah sikap kau tu, kalau tak nnti menyesal hidup kau. bukan sume pompuan tu baik.
be cool bro ;)
wey anonymous, ko ni laki ke pompuan ha? gaya tulisan macam lelaki. tapi aku tengok perangai ko mengalahkan bapuk. nak gaduh2 pasal ape.benda kecik je pun.hadoi..
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